My Novel

I have not updated recently because I have entered in NaNoWriMo, or the National Novel Writing Month. I need to write 50,000 words by the end of November. I have 7,000. I am about 14% done. Oh boy...

My Grades

I'm getting sick of school. My head hurts, I'm failing tests, and there is no way I'm getting all A's this semester. I thought it was going to do it, but I just can't. I'm so sick of it. I'm just a loser that can not get A's. This would have been the first year of all A's. Just wish it was possible.

My Nightmare

I keep having these nightmares of my older brother being dead and me crying. Last night I thought it was real. I think it's just symbolism of my brother leaving and going to college. To my brain, it feels like he is dead or that our family is dead. Maybe that our childhood is dead. Could be that. I just want cool dreams, like me riding on the back of a 12 foot David Hasselhoff as he flies through the sky.