My Novel

I have not updated recently because I have entered in NaNoWriMo, or the National Novel Writing Month. I need to write 50,000 words by the end of November. I have 7,000. I am about 14% done. Oh boy...

My Grades

I'm getting sick of school. My head hurts, I'm failing tests, and there is no way I'm getting all A's this semester. I thought it was going to do it, but I just can't. I'm so sick of it. I'm just a loser that can not get A's. This would have been the first year of all A's. Just wish it was possible.

My Nightmare

I keep having these nightmares of my older brother being dead and me crying. Last night I thought it was real. I think it's just symbolism of my brother leaving and going to college. To my brain, it feels like he is dead or that our family is dead. Maybe that our childhood is dead. Could be that. I just want cool dreams, like me riding on the back of a 12 foot David Hasselhoff as he flies through the sky.

My Best Day Ever

Honestly? BEST DAY EVER! The whole day was spent with Her and it was amazing. The walk was a blast, which was a surprise. I shocked her by picking her up bridal style and walked with her in my arms. Later I spent the day out with her and her little cousin. It was fun to eat and watch a movie. Lastly, we went trick-or-treating in my old neighbourhood. Lots of fun. We even found a little carnival and had a chance to ride a few rides. When I got home, I got a text message from her saying that she cried a little when her parents dropped me off. She also said that the thinks she is in love with me. I have never been so happy in all 16 years on Earth. In fact, I never thought it was possible to be this happy. It's a feeling that makes my heart beat faster just thinking about it. Greatest day ever.

My Halloween

... is going to be awesome. First, I will be walking for cancer (or diabetes) until noon. Then to go meet my girlfriend's parents. That part makes me just a tiny nervous. Then it's off to go trick-or-treating with her and her cousin. I seriously can't wait.

My Old Friends

Today, an old friend from elementary school showed up at my door to say hi. It was awesome to see her again. Apparently, she is trying to get a whole bunch of old friends to hang out with so that I can catch up. It makes me think about if I were to go to school with them. I guess it doesn't matter since they still live kind of close by. Still, It's just one of those things to think about.

My Week

This week has finally ended, and I can't be happier. The problem is that this weekend will NOT be long enough to make up for the week. This week honestly felt like it had been going on for ten days without a weekend. Ugh, thank goodness for weekends. 

My New Xbox Name

Just as an update: My Xbox Live name is now DJ Albatross. Took me a long time, but it's something! I like it. Anyway, that's it for today.

My Heart

Well, I'm in love. It's official. After being with this girl (on and off) for almost a year, I can honestly say that this is love. It's an amazing feeling. I'm going with that and I feel fine. Just thought I'd throw this out due to my crazy feelings for her. I feel like this is the girl I want to marry. Weird thought when I'm sixteen, but whatever. It's all good to me.

My Tummy

I feel like I have too much fat in my stomach area, so I shall go running soon. After I just ate, too. It is kind of a pain, but it's worth it if I ever want someone to see me shirtless and not me disgusted. Anyway, I guess I'll go. If I puke, all the better for my look. Naw, just kidding. Hehe, yea that was funny... I'm a funny, funny guy...

My Head

My head hurts today. It's not very fun as of right now. Who knows, maybe it will be fun later today. Once it dies. Ugh, My brain really isn't working today. I think I'll go sleep now.

My Temperature Preference

I have learned today that my mood can me determined by the weather. Since the weather today was fairly chilly, maybe 65 degrees, I was happy and excited. Hot days make me want to sit around and do nothing. I guess that explains why I want to move up to Boston. Maybe there I can be happy. I enjoy the cold much more than the heat for multiple reasons. For one thing, you can always add layers, but you can't exactly lose them. Another thing is that the cold is a nice excuse to "get warmer" with my girlfriend. Just kidding; but Boston seems like a nice place to be.

My Xbox Gamer Tag

I have been on Xbox Live recently and realised how dumb the name Rgill77 looks while playing online. That is why I have been looking for a good, original name the doesn't look like this: xXXtOOtAllYPwNEdYoiuUXXx. As long as I can think of something cool that no one has thought of yet, I will be a happy gamer.

My Fake Band

I have been writing songs recently and been adding them as songs that my fake band made. I hope to actually record them and maybe put them on myspace under the name of my fake band. 

My Art

I have tried to work on my drawings more than usual, although I can't seem to get any closer to being good. I draw way too cartoon like, when I would much rather draw more human-like. I want it to look like a drawing, not real people, but I want it so you can tell they have the features of a human. This isn't going to be easy.

My Story

I'm writing a story about my fake band's memoir. It is fun and makes me feel like I am accomplishing something. It was a nice story about how they started and their rise to fame. They are such losers so far, but I love them.

My Depression

This is getting a little annoying. As of right now, I don't feel like doing anything at all. I don't even feel like sleeping. It's a hassle to try and get excited for school tomorrow just because I don't feel like get out of bed. Maybe I'm just tired. I'll chill out and see how that works.

My Computer

Every time I get a song going, my computer freezes up. This means that I have to turn off the computer, loosing all of my progress. It's terrible. Afterwards, I never get back to making the song and loose all interest in making a song. Maybe I should get back to making songs. If I do, I'll put them up somewhere. Maybe Myspace.

My Lyrics

I have written some lyrics that I still haven't posted on Deviant Art. I may post it here. Who knows. I sure don't.

My Songs

I've been trying to record some of my songs recently. The only problem is that my recording software is TERRIBLE. I'll need to find a way to get another software to record. I hope this time, however, the software is free.